The guy I'm with now is my first relationship (first kiss etc and all that) but I'm girl he's slept with number 30 -s0mething.
We love each other a great deal but his past is just so difficult to deal with especially since he still maintains contact with some of his previous one night stands.
We fight and cry over this all the time and he doesn't know what to do anymore to convince me that he only wants to be with me, and I'm finding it difficult to have a little faith.
I know it's wrong of me, but a part of me also feels resentful that I have not had as many relationships and therefore did not get the opportunity to explore myself more in this area.
I have my good days but sometimes I just find it so hard to accept his past. I know I'm very naive but I just dont know what to do anymore. I really love this guy a great deal, somebody please tell me that I'm an idiot! lol
